2013

Hello beautiful new year.

The horizon has been looking absolutely lovely. I'm enjoying and appreciating every bit of it as I re-orientate myself to the idea of A Whole New Year. 2013 Resolutions will be done by the end of the week! Things look like they may be more than I'd hope for (in a grand way) although I must remember to watch where I'm treading once in a while. Y'know, curb my tendency to get disproportionately happy too soon. (I can't help it. I pat myself on the back whenever I achieve something I secretly don't expect to.)

I'm thankful for friends, for experiences (good, bad and strange), especially for hard-hitting realisations (some of which still leave me breathless), and most importantly for family the past year. 2012 was a late blooming [read: tough] year. A continuous plot of my emotional state would reveal it being generally below neutral (zero point) and only increasing significantly towards the end of the year. 2013's gonna see many changes and even more opportunities and I will have to seriously start thinking of The Future in More Concrete Terms. Meeting interesting people for my own entertainment cannot be a full-time job. This year, I shall take on Growing Up as responsibly as I can.

Remember when I mentioned that the canvas felt strangely clear last semester? It did fill up. With a delightful potpourri of personalities and smiles that hold promises of future meetups and fond memories.

On a side note, I'm absolutely chuffed to see a hookup I predicted happen. Like finally. (Sooo. Damn. Adorable. Makes me want to squeal.) Along with it also came a feeling I couldn't quite identify. The closest I've arrived at is being intrigued with the idea of intrigue. See, after realising that some people intrigue me, I began to wonder why I am even intrigued. Is it because of the person? Or is it me? Or is it one of those endless continuums where the grey areas come in ten thousand different shades?

Tell me if you've reached the end of one of these convoluted mental labyrinths?