Once in a while, doubts overwhelm and questions plague the mind. It's not terribly disconcerting since it tells me that I still have a lot to work on in my life, but the knowledge that you're not good enough sometimes makes wanting to be a better person a tiring task. I'm in a faulty loop where the conditions are our ever-changing expectations of self. & my headache (from all the practice papers today) really isn't making anything better. The finals are next week and my motivation to study is inversely proportional to the number of days left before exams begin. Yeaaa Christine, snap out of it.
I would like to run off for a day, roam the streets doing silly things with a five-minute friend whom I'll never meet again after that. & if by chance we meet again, we'll just smile and pretend we've never met.
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