Coiled

I would say Carpe Diem! Don't live to regret! but that would be utterly hypocritical of me considering how I've been wasting these few days away even though I have absolutely no more time for anything else. I know, I know, it's mortifying, I want to slap myself already but I can't seem to snap myself out of this Stinky State of Stagnantion.

One of these days, I'm gonna stab my foot with a knife and wouldn't even know it. That's how out of it I am nowadays. I don't feel alive!

Camp and Trip's in 4 and 9 days time respectively. Haven't gotten round to packing or preparing anything. Which means I have about 3 days more to prepare/pack for about 14 days worth of stuff. Am gonna have to rush. Tons of things to buy. (And I do mean tons.) Will be leaving for the Trip the same day I break Camp. Megahasslerush.

Was an overheated vampire after training yesterday. I've never seen my face so pale and been a heat source before. Could practically see the bloddy heat waves emanating from my body and ricocheting off the walls the whole night- I'd have been red on those heat sensor radar thingums. SO, I am bloddy tired & groggy today cos I barely caught a wink last night.