Embracing the weekend

So the school week went past like this: 0.0 ==> >.< zzzz ="="> 0.0

It's either short term memory or my mind's not absorbing daily happenings anymore. Remember how I said I was running on optimism the other day? That was then. I completely crashed the next day; running on empty. Optimism ran out. My face, which started off perpendicular to the floor/ desk ended up parallel to the floor/desk for every tutorial and lecture without fail. It wasn't as if I wanted to face the floor. Was more of a mind is willing but flesh is weak issue.

Well, at least I wasn't the only crash victim. Best Friend and Chlorine conked out too! Yes, I'm taking comfort in that fact. (:

I've SO many things to let out.

Numero uno. People are leaving. AGAIN! It really really tremendously irks me.
Okay, fine. Not really, but there's this annoying twinge-y feeling in me. I can't help it if I'm emotionally attached to practically everyone I know! Even if I'm not so close to that person. Persuasion didn't work. So fine, said friend's rolling off to the other activity that involves the use of brute force and momentum to beat the opponent.

Numero dos. But! On a perkier note! I made a new awesome friend with a nice name todaaay! (: very interesting person who's on the same brainwave! although he refused to accept Strawberry Hello Panda from a stranger. But that's besides the point. Point here is, I had a couple of very enjoyable conversations and some good laughs today. (:

Numero tres. Technology Fast, as suggested by Best Friend. I'll be doing that for the whole of next week, Sunday to Saturday and I believe I can pull it off! Haven't really thought of how I'm gonna fast but the general idea is that I'll be staying away from my phone and computer. Pretty obvious huh. It'd be breaking a habit but hey, for my spiritual life, I'll do it. (:

Numero cuatro. I felt SO inadequate today. So pathetically loser-ish because of the numerous missed opportunities I had passed up in the past and how I took [and still take] so many things for granted and how [... ...] Quite a frightening experience.

Numero cinco. Half- day out tomorrow! I'll be meeting friends!And more interesting strangers I hope! (: Vamos!